Holidays without you are hard, You have no idea. I have so much I wish that I could say to you and tell you that I never got to. Last year was hard this year will be harder. Lucas Edward will never know you but, boy do I feel like a part of you is in him. I hope that as he continues to grow it only becomes more obvious to everyone! Your Children are Strong and Amazing and such a reflection of yourself. I feel like telling you all the stuff you have missed but, feel like you have a much better view and are constantly with us. We are not OK without you and never will be. I miss Uncle Bill just as much. He was such a light in our family and The one person who kept us all together and positive even when we all struggled to. We are all hurting so bad without you both. This year brought Joy to my life after such a very Dark year... I know WE have GOD on our side. Anytime I want to hear your voice I can call Traci but, only if she doesn't answer her phone! I just heard it yesterday:) "I must be out of the service area" gets me every time! Tonight although you will not be with us to celebrate you will be in our hearts. Merry Christmas Allan Please be with us tonight:)
Love,
Mary
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