We are enjoying the new with BEAU everyday is just so FUN & the boy is a smarty for sure! Pretty much the daily is the same except now we get up in the mornings (yes in the same bed!) and he says... "hi MAMA" and then "Getup" and I start my day with a laugh:)
Winter was Long and Spring went Fast...SUMMER you better last a little longer!
It has been 3 months since my Uncles passing:( I miss him everyday and everyday that he is not here the pain grows. I have about five messages from him saved to my phone, I have been saving them for two years now, I can't bring myself to listen to them and I don't think I will ever delete them:( Just knowing I can hear his voice whenever I want makes me feel so good:) He always left the best messages:) Beau has stopped asking about him and that makes me so sad, I want him to so badly remember how much he loved him. Time passes and I struggle to remind him. We pray every night that he is watching over us. I guess this is the best I can do:(
Staying home with Beau has been a Blessing. Scott works so hard for our little family and I am thankful for this, because I just could not imagine missing a single moment. My job search is on again and I know I need this for me as well as our family! So putting out the positive vibes:)
Zoey turned 12 on my Uncles Birthday, she is getting up there but, this loyal girl has a young heart and continues to give us all so much LOVE! She recently had three teeth removed and the wart on her nose, she is such a great dog and I know how lucky I have been for the past Ten years:) Beau used to call her Za-Za now he just calls her zoey:) he loves giving her kisses and treats and pets:) and she has a little love for him too!
This man is my Life partner in Crime and I truly need to pinch myself everyday because, he is The Best :) We laugh and argue but, always every night say our prayers with our beautiful son and kiss each other good night, good morning and hello! I love him.
Life is rough sometimes and we may never know the whys? but, sometimes things happen the way they are meant to. I have had to deal with this for a while and sometimes its rough but, to find the good in bad is a true gift and I think I am getting pretty good at it. a little cryptic I know but, this is where I am at and I think its a good start to something Beautiful!
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