Having a heavy heart at Christmas is the worst:( there is nothing that can shake me out of this. I guess the feeling is right now that we will never be ok.never. I have been trying. really because, it is all I can do. My Christmas feel good list includes... watching Elf as much as possible, Christmas Songs whenever in the car, lighting my Christmas Candle, lights on all day long, remembering all of the Christmas's in past,baking goodies for neighbors and so much more. Wishing for the Whitest Christmas ever and hoping we all stay healthy! So, stress is high and Scott has been working a ton so we are just a little cray around here! Dreaming of a Vacation somewhere warm... Maui? ha.

He lives in his Polar Bear Jammie's, they keep him warm on Coldy Cold days 

Getting excited for all of his First's... and that warms my heart like a Snuggie pair of Polar Bear Jammie Jams! Stay tuned:)